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<<   yup. been away for so long. its nice to be home. or i could jsut be corny. either way...AHHHHHHHH ok. crazy ass weekend. friday, i went to swatmo with corey, and then came home and attempted to watch rocky, though it didn't work out because we watched the ending of caddyshack and at the end of that got emersed in the worlds deadliest swarms. it was fascinating. i mean, who knew the world produced such bad actors imitating a man getting eaten alive by fire ants? who knew? oh yes, so, i've regained the title everyone, jsut f.y.i. saturday came and i went to class and...saw...the exhibited..john rea. ::hurls self off cliff:: whom of which spent half the class advertising. thanks john. after that i came home, went to the tai-french restaurant in media called, La Na, which is actually pretty good, and then went to haleys with d. we watched. A LEAGUE OFTHEIR OWN. it was beautiful. alas, the day is not over, i then danced to voodoo lady before departing and went home to have a heated argument with my mom on interacial dating. lets not get into that. i wanted to watch save the last dance but she didn't want to so dot dot dot...yes.
then, sunday came and i got into another, massive fight with my legal dictatorship who jsut HAPPEN to be my biological roomates. yes. then they got into a massive fight with themselves and my family never EVER gets tired of fighting. its like a board game to them or something. family fun for everyone. all yells sold seperately. by matel. ok, so it was about probobly everything in the world. i hate it. i hate it. the funny thing is, there is nothing i can do, not matter how much i am able to silence them with good points and good arguments i make, it doens't matter, 3 more years...hey, wait, maybe when im 3952938593759752375937557.3 they'll trust me with something? maybe something like looking at a male? TALKING to a male...woah, woah, maybe even, STANDING NEXT TO ONE??? OH GOD!!! NOT THAT NO!!! NOT OUR LITTLE GIRL!!! AUUUGGHHHH THE AGONY OF CORRUPTION!!!! WHAT HAVE WE DONE????yea. sorry. /rant. haha, its funny, they don't know the half of what goes on with me. its funny to have something over them like that, that they think they know me, and in my head im laughing away because they wouldn't ever in a million years dream of me doing or saying half the stuff i do or say. its also funny, cuase its not even that bad, it would just be a major shock to them. haha, its quite amusing to think of it that way. hm...i probobly shouldn't put this controversial entry up here, but if you have a problem with it, just email me. haha, im such a drama queen. its not even that bad, but it still was a pretty depresing fight and i still feel the way i do, but hey. lol.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 10:54 p.m.


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<<   yo. ok im pretty pissed off right now. so i wnet ot haleys tonight with corey and lauren. won't get into it. oh, the rumbling was good, corey has a lot of potential as a pro rumbler.lol. hm.... oh yea. so Dennis the Chester. ok, so i was wlaking my dog yesterday, and this guy has been creepy before. but, ok. so, i was about a block away and he gets in his car. his break lights are on for about 10 seconds before they turn off. and so does his car. he gets out of his car, and im not kidding, FIXES HIS HAIR. FIXES. HIS. Hair. this man is middle aged, i'd say about 45. so, i am scared out of my mind, and i walk past the car, onyl to find him wating, with his elbow leaning against the hood of his car. so, he says, (no "hello) just, "Whats your name?" and i am so taken aback, i mean, who the hell is this guy? so im like, "my name? ::shudder:: Gina" and hes like (doesn't even introduce himself as mister ___) "Hi, im Dennis" HOLY CRAP!!! HE EVEN SOUNDS LIKE A CHESTER!!!!! DENNIS THE CHESTER CHILD MOLESTER!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHH so, im like, ok, and he is asking questions about my doh, and all the while my dog is absolutely freaking out, her tail between her legs, shes growling and barking. it was so crapping scary. so i am posed as if i am about to leave and i say "bye" and he says, "seeya later" and i turn my back nad did not hear him move from the car, i cna feel his eyes on my back undressing me, and oh god. so i am 100% freaked. my dog still hasn't calmed down so i go home, and am really upset. my sister wants to go to his house, knock on his door, and be like, "Who the Fuck are you?" thats what she said. lol. i am so paranoid. he like knows where i live. ugh, anyway, nothing else is happening. im still pissed off. bye.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 11:22 p.m.


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<<   hey everyone. so i finished my painting. if you all want to know, it is of this woman who is giving Eyes of Death to the world and she has firey hair that is creating a circular motion on the painting, counter clockwise. It is done in all warm colors, and is retro cool. i need to bring it in to my art teacher cause i want to see if i can put it in the art show in may. now that i am done with it, i fianlly see what is wrong with it. first, the space between the nose and mouth is too large, it is out of proportion, second, the shadowing on the right eye is off, and the jaw line connecting the chin and ear is too short. i am quite dissatisfied with that but it is too late to change it. oh well. now, i am gonig to start a new one, except there will be two pieces of canvas, but it is all one painting, pretty cool. but i shall not tell! as there might be people out there who want to copy ideas!!! oh well. i'll tell anyway. so it is a profile of this crying woman, with her hand extended as if she is wacving goodbye, but we don't know if she is waving goodbye, and her hair is being blown across her face, extending to the rigt side of the canvas. Then, the other canvas has this woman looking anguished and reaching her hand out for help but is being dragged away across the painting by what, we don't know. it will be done in all blues and greens, cool colors, and it is pretty disturbing. but its art so hey. THe lady in the second picture, her hair is going the opposite directiong the the other ladys as if the wind is being blown two ways at once. its pretty cool. yea, so, hopefully it won't turn out like crap, cuase i myself think it is an interesting idea.
hm...yea. so my sis left without me. i was supposed to go visit my grandma with her, but, ya know, she left without sayig anything. im kinda upset. but whatever. they were gonig to go to the curtain store anyway, so maybe im glad i didn't go. when my sis gets home perhaps she won't forget straighten my hair, seeing as she won't let me leave the house without doing so. i want it straightend, but not by her, i don't really trust her. i trust the hair ladies at the hair dresser, who make it look really good. but she wants to do it, so i hope it doens't look terrible. gotta let her have her fun though. last time she did it it wasn't straight, it was still curly. hm...yea. but id rather let her do that then put all her crap all over my face. we compromised. but, im glad she cares. tonight is the party!!! im quite excited. although, i got in a fight with my dad about stayig out so late, until the new year, but for some twisted reason, he is letting me, though he said he wasn't, now he is. i think he did that to make me feel guilty, cuase it worked. now i don't know what the right thing to do is. should i stay out or what? well, whatever. i'll take it in stride. yea, so i think i have rambled enough. hope to see you all soon!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 01:22 p.m.


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<<   hey everyone!!! woah!!! im alive!!!!! yes!! anyway, had a fantastic christmas, for presents at least. i got gorgeous paints, brushes and canvas, from this really incredible art store. also, clothes and stuff from relatives. oh yea, anda spanish to english translater (?) ok, so i went to NY yesterday, to see the rockettes with my cousin, and they were really good. a tad on the cheesy side but otherwise they were terrific. the show was long, and then after we went walking around and i bought a cool hat from some vendor who i think was a pimp. he was so cool, everyone was buying from him because he was flattering everybody and he was really nice, so what the hell. he was wearing this pimped out coat and hat and gold chains and whatnot. it was hilarious. lol. ok, so, i also got icredibly sick this week, like throwing up 932579357 times etc...i got real sick at my d's house, and had to go home. it sucked. i lost 15 pounds and look anorexic (from the sickness, cause i havne't been able to eat. my stomache shrunk and ew gross) i have been trying to gain weight back by eating crap, but, i jsut haven't had the appetite. god, its so gross. ok yea, then last night, me liia, haley michelle and corey went to swarthmore, but pretty much it was jsut me and corey wlaking around. it was fun, i had a real good time. there was this incredibly creepy cat following us and it was trying to cross our path and would stop when we stopped and would run when we ran and it was totally creepy, but hey. yea, we went to the The Tree, and it was cool. there really isn't a lot of mischief you can make in swarthmore, but thats ok. hey! i sorta learned how to skateboard not reall, i suck ass, but i am able to not fall, sort of, well, nm. yea, so, now we're going out. wouldn't ya know. hehe. yea, tuesday is the new years eve partay!!!!YAY!!!PARTY!!!!!!!!!!i heart parties. hm.....interesting...well, as of right now i am going to go try and fix my crap ass painting that i thought looked good but now it sucks cause i MESSED IT THE ASS UP. but hey. alrighty, well, merry christmas all.... lata..p.s. my d isn't home...i am tres sad...

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 04:11 p.m.


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<<   hey everyone. yea, ok, so its winter break!!!! YAY!!!! i have absolutely NO homework which is CRAZY. but hey, CHRISTMAS IS ON WED!!!! oh yea, so went to a partay at haleys on friday.....it was tons-o-fun....everyone jsut hung out, and me and corey played doorbell ditch. at this one house, this guy waited outside and it was freaky as all hell, but so much fun like woah. and haley has a TRAMPLOINE which pretty much served as the source of amusement for liek the entire night for everyone. that and the jungle gym thing. and the doorbells. anyway, so i jsut got done babysitting lucifer. Ya know, the kid that spits on me. her parents tell ehr it is special when i come over so that means she can go to bed at 9 :30. so when 8 o'clock rolls around i tell it is 9 :30 and she goes to bed. terrible? yes. but could i care any less? no. we watched mary poopins at least, 4 minutes of it. she got bored with it. so we watched snow white for about maybe 4 minutes, and she got bored with it. and wanted to play barbies. (the total destruction of my entire being). i couldn't get the goddamn dress on this stupid doll so i got frustrated and i think i broke it. the leg joint that is. who the hells legs are that skinny anyway? morons. thats who. well, anyway, got a lot of shopping done today. peace out...

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 11:23 p.m.


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<<   could this be? i, i am blogging? WOAH WOAH> wow. ok, so lot has happeed. first and foremost, the acting competetion. it went really well, the judging was a bit ufair to some expetn but other then that it went great. WE WON BEST ENSEMBLE!!!!!!! WOOOOOHHHHH!!!!! haha. cool. ok, second, going to a christmas partay on friday, can't wait, CAN't WAI! actually, i can, i am actually kinda nervous, as stunad as that sounds. i mean, i know it will be great, but, yea. i just, am kinda nervous..... anyway, besides that nothing has happened. break starts this friday!!! yay!! i am gnig to new york the day after christmas to see the Rockettes!!!! fun!! yea, but as for tonght, their is the choral concert at school. tomorrow i have to bake. (i know, but it is the only option. thursday its my moms 50th b-day!!! yay!!! we are celebrating at some restaurant. friday is the partay....FUN. alright, gotta walk my shit dog. late.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 03:53 p.m.


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<<   hello? hello? is this thing on? hey woah! its me! im back! and in a GREAT mood as it is SNOWING for once in this shit town. haha, omg, i had the best day yesterday. ok, so, rehearsals are going well, we open next thursday, and i still don't have all of my lines memorized. i could have used today to do it, though, i think i left my script somehwere in philadelphia, i lsot it, this is bad news. hehe, i am in a giggly mood, WOAH WOAH hehe haha hoho. so, i finally go back to karate in two weeks, you know what that means.....but yet....there is controversy...AH AH! anyway, so i think i am failing my math class, well, not acutally, but probobly close to it, this too is bad news, its because of the amount of time i spend at rehearsal instead of doing my homework. so, that is why i might not be able to do After Midnight, (another show) though i would DIE to do it. yea well, ya win some ya lose some. so...i haven't figured out what i am going to do today....probobly hangout....hm...or go to lunch with a few people....alrighty! well im leavin!!! lata...enjoy the snow!!!

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 10:05 a.m.


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<<   for once i'm blogging. today i was in an extraordinarily bad mood. if anything more stood in my way i probobly would have ripped the roof off the house and choked somebody with it. there are many reasons for this mood, but i will not go into it because no one wants to hear it. going on, so, on top of everything that created my bad mood, i had to baby-sit tonight. baby-sit. watch a kid for 5 1/2 hours. not jsut any kid, no, not cool kick ass henry, but morgan. THE MOST WRETCHED ANNOYING KID ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET. and i knew that i wouldn't be able to control myself and my mood if i went over there, because she would have been it, and i would have blown up. and she is four. a four year old can ruin me. all she talks about and giggles about is a) butts b) burps) c) underwear and d) poop. wanna know how to make a four year old luv ya? say "fart" and they'll die laughing. goddamn kids. and she never EVER ceased to scream and carry on and jump on the sofa and use stamps on the rug and watch Chitty Chitty Bang Bang ( i mean wtf?) and show me her new underwear 6 TIMES and play DRESS UP with a fake WEDDING GOWN and MAKE ME PUT ON TINKERBELL MAKEUP AND A VEIL and play BARBI HOUSE and on top of all that she SPIT on me. on PURPOSE. moron kids. so then i said "thats it time for bed." and she carried on because she wanted to watch James Bond on abc (ya know, the show with the gun shots and the sex and the language etc.) so i put her to bed, and for the first time all night, i saw her for what she was. i saw her curled up under all those covers and blankets in her nightgown, her hair covering her face, and she told me to put on her "night night light." for the first time that night, my heart melted, for little morgan. that was of course, ya know after i wiped the spit off of me. then i went back into the living room to watch, well, james bond. her parents finally came home, and now i am here. at 11:30, writing to you all for once. somehow, i guess, a lot of negatives equal a positive, and my horrible mood is a tad lightneed, for the moment. i still can't beleive that kid. she said "butt" after everything. and cracked up. she asked me if i "liked booties" cause she does. now what am i suppose to tell the kid? i mean come on. so whatever.im goin to bed.....peace out

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 11:07 p.m.


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<<   yup. im sick. AGAIN. WTF? i don't understand. i NEVER got sick ONCE in the past two years. now all of a sudden i like never go to school. i don't get it. gross. i am feeling a bit better now. i slept two hours at the nurse yesterday. then got really bad chills and had to have my dad pick me up even though i live like two seconds away. then, i went to sleep with my clothes still on, plus my comforter and sheets and flannel blankets and another comforter. and still was cold. probobly becase my temp was 102 in the nurses office. she wanted me to go home, but we have a math test today, and thats the only reason i went to fourth block. turns out i didn't go to school today so it wouldn't have mattered. grr. so i slept from 3:15 pm yeterday to 7 pm, then from 8pm to 10 am this morning. then from 11am to 12 pm. and now im here.
anyway, tylenol cold and flu makes the world go round. it really helps like woah, and i only took half a dose. hm...i went to the ortho yesterday, and now i only have to wear my retainer at night! wahoo! i missed most of gym though because of the appointment. which sucked because gym is the best aprt of the day. i love it. i LOVE whiffle ball. it is the best ever. me and my bro used to play so much when i lived in nj. my bro taught me how to play and we would play all the time in the summer. except he would throw overhand, which is the only difference. i love whacking the ball, it is so much fun. i can't catch for my life, but i really like to hit. i also love playing football, as contrary as that may sound. the game itself is fun, and so is watching it, but the attitude of it is what i hate.
last sunday i went to my and d's movie premier. it kicked it. people were there in gowns and tuxedos, and the movie rocked. it was at the prince music theatre on the avenue of the arts in phila. i was in a lot of the outakes, becuase i mess up a lot. the camera man was like, "sorry for pickin on ya" they had too many takes. haha, it was funny all the same though. d2 kicks it again. yea, then on monday i went to the first rehearsal for the acting competetion, and i FINALLY got my script. i have 95 lines. (ok, who the hell expects me to memorize all of them?) which is a problem. i was happy for a second, but then i realized i have no time to memorize all of that. it is like impossible. but im happy all the same. so, me and sar were going to have a line memorization boot camp d2 style, as always, but i cna't tonight becase i didn't go to school. hopefully tomorrow though. arghety argh......my character is changed from a guy to a girl, there is no more guessing, lol. instead of Arnall, im Amy. and i love the character because she/he is a loudmouth sarcastic whiny person. which is so much fun to play. oh yea, and did i mention, d has the best part in the wORLD? the girl dropped out of the crucible so the directores asked SARAH to play ABIGAIL!!!! how FANTASTIC IS THAT???? that is the bEST role. it is the LEAD part in the crucible. tearin up the stage. all tell her that she is wonderfully talented please, she definetly desrves it.
turns out hgak is coming back after thanksgiving. *tear* . hehe, but i did get to talk to hgak.....but will not post my love life all over the internet though......::bliss::sorry folks.
last week was kinda traumatic for me, but it will only get worse before it gets better, for the people close to me that is. 4 stages of grief are already setting in. im ok i guess now, but they sure aren't. and the holidays are comnig up, oh man. ok, well, ttfn.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 01:43 p.m.


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<<   yo. ok, wow, today was funny. it was a good day. haha, me and d had to ask a certain person after school about a certain school newspaper something and we got a certain scared out of our mind she hates us answer. then, omg, ok, so d came over because she has no where to go and when we wlaked in the door, there all this halloween candy paraphernalia all over the floor. empty wrappers of gummy bears, swedish fish, KING SIZE REESES, three musketeers, etc. my stupid moron frick dog had a one man party. SHE DIDN'T EVEN READ MY FRICK NOTE. my note said "Please chose with sense and caution. you may NOT take the gummy bears, sedish fish, or rolos. you MAY take the raisins. your cooperation is greatly appreciated. -the staff" and that was addressed to EVERYONE. the rules apparently don't apply to her. so after d cracked up and i cried, we cleaned up the mess. i told my mom what happened when she came in the room and she called the vet cause chocolate is really bad for shit dogs. the doctor said to feed her soemthing to make her throw it all up. so, we fed her hydrogen peroxide. as stupid as the mutt is, she drank it all, willingly. what a moron. yea, she drank all the POISON that we gave her, and on top of all that she NEVER threw up. stupid pooch. ok, well, im goni to karate, party on wayne....

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<<   hey all. ok, well, me and d held a classic d2-athon on friday, complete with a hard-core football game, and a very loud two person cheering section. haha, we made up all these cheeres including
MOVE PENNCREST GET OUT THE WAY (GET OUT THE WAY)
STRATH HAVEN TO THE IZZO, HAVEN TO THE IZZAY
51 MAKE A RUN, 51 MOVE THOSE BUNS, 51 HAVE SOME FUN, 51 YOU'RE MY HUN (ETC)
WHAT? WHAT TIME IS IT? WHAT? WHAT TIMES IS IT? WHAT? WE WON. WHO? WHAT? WE WON.
SLAP MY HAVEN. WHAT? SLAP MY HAVEN.
it was tons-o-fun. and we make friends with all the old ladies around us so that they won't get too annoyed with our obnoxiousness. but one lady did and gave us this stupid look of evil darkness and proceeded to fling her nose in the air as if her two dollars were worth more than ours. anyway. of course ya know, since my parents didn't feel the need to take me out to get a winter coat because they wait till the end of the season for sales becuase they're cheap, i was freezing my ass off. well, my dad did give me his "sleeping bag" to wear. (lol) then d gave me her scarf and wouldn't let me take it off, because i was dying. and then ya know she let me borrow her sweatshirt. she really is the best ever. just, f.y.i.
I FOUND OUT THAT ME AND HALEY AND ANNA AND SARAH ALL KNOW EACHOTHER AND WE ARE GONIG TO HAVE BIG HANGOUTS BECAUSE THIS IS A NEW FOUND REVELATION AND WOAH!!!!!!! so our hangout group is called, HAGS. (figure it out, smart kid) yea.
then me and my mom FINALLY made it to burlington coat factory and i got a coat and a cool other coat and a belt. omg, it is the absolute CHEAPEST store in the world. it is so great. it really has to be the best store ever. it is so cheap, and so cool. i heart it with all my might. how's that for cool? i mean really.
anyway, so then i went to class and it was ok. then came home. and i am chilun by myself tonight because NO ONE is home and NO ONE can do anything. so i am stuck here. but its ok.
my mom had the desire to humiliate me today. so, i was drawing in the kitchen, in my sketchbook, and Ed (my sis's bf well sorta, who is also a FANTASTIC artist) is there, and so is my sis and my mom. so im drawing, and my mom BLURTS out, WADDYA DRAWING??? so i shy away into the corner blushing like all hell and i sqeak *nothing* and she TAKES my skechbook (the clepto that she usually is NOT) and i swipe it away from her and attempt to run away but she gets it SOMEHOW and pages through it. TOTALLY invading my privacy and does all the "oohs" and "ahhs" and phony bologna mumbo jumbo. so my mom then says, SHOW ED SHOW ED and i am like NO. IM SORRY. then ed goes, please? and i groan and whine and my MOM GIVES IT TO HIM i am totally intimidated and humiliated by my crap art because of course he is going to judge me becuase he is GOD at art. so my mom of course HANDS IT OVER TO HIM and says yes. (ya know, of course AFTER the fact) and then my sister joins in and they are all peering into my book as if it were atlantis. i am so tense cause i hate that. i feel so invaded or violated about that kind of thing. so i am like cringing and shaking (not really, but thats what i felt like) by this mayhem that broke loose and they are all telling my me stuff and i want to scream. argh. then i grab it away and go into my room blushing like all hell all over again. i never blush but i did today. i don't know what people expect me to do in that situation GRARGH. i couldn't BELIEVE it. i HATE that. well i recovered and now they are all up in my space asking, "SO WADDYA DRAWING NOW?".
anyway, so, nothin else really happeend. oh wait, yea, it is my dog (and zoe's, they both have the same name and the same b-day) birthday and we bought her "Frosty Paws ice cream for dogs." she put the whole thing in her mouth at once and now has brain freeze. what a moron. Party on wayne.....

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<<   i have convinced myself that everyone is being stupid. the doctor is being stupid, my parents are bieing stupid. i am NOT sick everyone, i feel fine now. the sun is out i am going to call my mom and am going to BEG her to let me go to school because i NEEEDDDDDD to go trick or treating to night AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!AHHHH ITS FUCKING HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!! im not sick ,everyone is being ridiculous. ARGH!!! ITS 11:55 THERES NOT MUCH DAY LEFT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! HELP!!!!! MOM Y WON'T U CALL ME BACK SO I CAN BEG ON MY KNEES OVER THE PHONE!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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<<   does anyone realize what day it is? it is halloween. the day where you can dress and act like a freak and go around begging for free food. how great is that? and d oyou wanna know where i am? do you really wanna know where i am on this marvelous day? im home. from school. i jsut got back froj the doctors cause i probobly have strep throat. i am totally willing ot goto school, but no one is allowing me to do so, so i am spendng my halloween at home. this upsets me. it must upset rose who i think is still sick also. she has it worse though. whatever, you win some ya lose some. happy halloween everyone.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 10:37 a.m.


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<<   ugh. probobly the shittiest day ever. first of all, i NEVER get sick. like ever. and i feel like total shit for some reason today, and tomorrow is halloween so this sucks ass. Then, my dad is a total ass. This morning hes like, "im going to see your math teacher today." so im like what? Why? im doing fine. and he goes, becuase your not doing as well in that class as in your other classes so i am going to see what i can do to help, and what i should be doing. gross. so it was way too early in the morning to hear that. so i go, dad, its not a big deal why are you going, im donig fine in that class, whats the matter? and he goes, "why are you worrying?" and im like, "Im not the one worrying!" and so today i find out i am pulling a B in that class. Imp 2 Honors. to him this means, "your not doing well in that class, so i feel i have to meddle in EVERYTHING you do and have my nose in EVERYTHING and not leave you alone to atually get something accomplished by yourself." i am so fucking frustrated. he acts like i am dumb, and i think he is gonig to talk to her about moving me to another math class. WHY? I HAVE A B. this is so Goddamn frustrating, im not made of glass. dammit, as if there wasn't enough pressure already. apprently B's aren't good enough so then what is? its not even that, its the fact that he can't ever let me grow up, or do anything on my own. i can't even get through my classes alone apprently without him meddling in. god, just LEAVE ME ALONE. i mean i know he is "trying to help." but what the FUCK! i HATE this. plus, he is inconveniancing the teacher who told me she usually leaves at 3:15, but has to stay today till 4:30 so that my dad can come and ask what he should be doing. DAMN HIM. HES NOT THE STUDENT IN THE CLASS SO WHY SHOULD HE ACT LIKE ONE! my mom is no help either. i told her this, and shes like, "you need to be working harder, freshemn grades count now." what the hell is this all for???? i should just porposefuly fail all my classes. its these stupid people who live in my house that are called "parnets" that are lowering my confidance and self esteem. i hate this. ugh whatever. nothing is happening in other news. i had such a good day yesterday. wtf. speak of the devil, my dad's home, fantastic.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 03:33 p.m.


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<<   hey all. ok, wow!!! i got a beautiful new sketchbook!!!!! now i don't have to roll up computer papaer YES!!!!!! im so happy!!! thanx to d, btw. omg, d, (*snort*Snicker**laugh*GAFAW!!!!!!)))))holy frick, lol. ok, well, as some of you may know ,my life has been very eventful. on the lvoe front, not that i am in the mood for any right now but here it is anyway: a certain someone is giving me very what should be obvious signals, a very flirtatious guy, who needs to calm his hormones so that people can actually figure him out. hehe, a sweetie though. ::grin::( i don't like him, btw) then, another certain someone DOESN'T EVER THE HELL GO TO KARATE!!!!!WHAT THE FRICK!!!!I DON'T HAVE A LIFE SO WHY SHOULD HE???? ARGH!! HE FRUSTRATES THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!plus, he never goes online. but in the event that he does, i am going to speak to him, ahem. :::foams at mouth with anger:: get onfrickenline you ten cent WHORE! NO ONE LIKES YOU!!!! (well, sorta....i'd really humiliate myself if he ever got this url, lol) woah, there. anywho, so excited for halloween. i am being a punk/princess. i am wearing what lauren the elf made me for the fashion show (it is jsut too pretty to go to waste, plus, i dont have mula for a costume) but i really don't want to be a princess so i a wearing fishnet stockings, heavy black eyeliner, and other grungy punck attire and make-up. hm.....i got a b+ on my math test. an improvement (majorley) but still not what i expected. i mean, it is terribly good for me, but i though i did just a tad better. oh well, ya win some ya lose some. i am so itchy to go draw in my sketchbook i think i will do so now but i can't cause i never write any entrys!!!! hm....well anyway, congrats and kudos to zoe, on her catch!!!! hehe. ok, well, over and out...ciao XD

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 08:41 p.m.


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<<   Many events have occured, some of which only further prove the way i should percieve others ideals and their own character. This only creates for an account of hilarious immaturity. This frame for which has been created, a social stature and relevance, that can be concluded and solved by the simple Golden Rule. I have agreed to this treaty of "The Golden Rule" which has been subliminally bargained for, so, i will by all means delegate the same "kindness", that has been so gratuitously bestowed unto me. Smiles,XD.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 03:47 p.m.


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<<   hey everyone! apparently my link to my sex god didn't work. ok, here it is again. Nick Valensi

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 04:06 p.m.


   who was the banana with?

<<   hello everyoe. i am not going to make you endure my pretty bad weekend, i am sick of misery. awell, saturday for the most part was good. we had a really good class, and i found out more about my character. it turns out that Line is the only comedy they are doing, and they said that i had the funniest audition, which is pretty good. i love doing comedy. anyway, Arnol is a make role. but they are changning it to female. the whole play consists of all guys except for one girl part. i did not get that part. oh yea, in acting we are doing scenes, haha, it is d and brooks, and me and Mattoo. they are both incredible actors. Brooks is hilarious, haha. i like their scene better but whatever, we'll kick it all the same. i might do a monologue too. hm..... oh yea, and as for YOU i don't appreciate the body language comments, thanx.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 04:08 p.m.


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<<   hey everyone. yea, so, my mom jsut told me i needed make-up. nice touch huh? i think so. i am all dressed up to go to my sister's "Red Mass" for her law school. its this really big even that happens every year and is followed by a reception. i really don't want to go but i am anyway. i am sitting here in my dress, without the make-up my mother told me to put on. but i know i will be commanded to before i leave the house, so i am just putting it off. ugh, i hate make-up. well, i hate everything but lip gloss. i love lip gloss. but i guess i need more than just lip gloss apparently if i want to be named homecoming or prom queen or something. urgh, if you have been following my life outside my blog, you know what i mean. well anyway, d came over for .4 seconds after school today, technical difficulties got in the way so she left. i am excited for tomorrow! yay! tomorrow i going to acting class to find out more about my stoop play and then i might go bowling. i am not sure about the latter yet, cause of an overdose of homework my teachers feel the need to give. but i will walk, without care, beat my snare, walk like a man who means business, go to all the poshest places with the familiar faces, me and my mistress the princess oh all for the sake, all for the sake, of a foolish love....i will take, my coffee black, never snack....lalalalala yep, sorry, its just me singing the wrong words to a great rufus wainwright song. lardeelar. ok, well, im goin to Red Mass now, over and out...oh yea, and here is a pic of a crazy hot mofo "Nick Valensi"of The Strokes

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 05:49 p.m.


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<<   ok. so. if i have learned anything from, theatre, (which i have) the most important would be this: Never expect anything from it. it will only lead to dissapointment. if you don't expect it, then you don't get your hopes up. which expalins the part i got. ok, the four shows were, The Crucible, (the one i was in DIAR want of being in) Steel Magnolias, Heart Break House, and Line. the latter, being my show. you know ,the one no one has seen? the one NO ONE has ever even HEARD OF? yes. so, they call me at like 9 last nght and say, "Congratulations, you go the part of Arnol in Line. there is no way for me to put any of this into perspective, whether arnol is a good part or not, because i don't know anything aobut the play, or about anything or anyone in it. i do know that Arnol is not the most feminine sounding name. which worries me. me and d were making drawings of Arnol the Transsexual. it was quite funny. i hope they didn't do this becasue of my feminist monologue audtion. that would suck your mom. and, sarah got the part of Mercy in The Crucible, which is actually a really great part even though it doesn't have really a lot of lines. she can research her play. she can actually find her play everywhere. it seems that no one in existance, except for erin, my director, has ever heard of Line. at least im with erin though. she is so cool. sarahs with b and this other girl. i was very dissapointed. and still am.

anyway, so, me and d went to the play practice for the kiddies over at the middle school and watched for a little while. we saw the whole OMB crew, minus alex and kat. there was trav, kev, etc. it was cool. then we walked around the middle school, and i realize how much i hate highschool. i really do. they say they are the best years of your life, but, i would kill to go back to middle school. i absolutely loved it. i really hate highschool, which sucks, cause i'll be in highschool longer then i was in middle school. i don't like the people, people that were cool in MS are now pissing me off, i don't like the classes, the curriculum, anything. i just don't like the atmosphere. i mean, yea, some things were cool, like the NY trip and peopel i've met and such, but, i feel like everyone is much more seperated, much more divided than in MS. i myself am different. and i hate it. GRRRRRR!!!!!! i absolutely loved 8th grade and would go back in a second. all of 8th grade, and most of 7th grade. and, 6th grade rocked too. yea, just middle school again. i hated elementary school though, so, i think it is a pattern. maybe i'll love college. i don't liek block scheduling cause i don't have the attention span for an hour and a half of crap, and because you don't get to see as many of your friends as you would with 8 classes. i was so depressed walking home thinknig about middle school. this is dumb. but not really. i would kill to be 13 1/2 again. im old. hm..... i'll stop. anyway, my brother got me the Strokes cd, i have never heard them before, but, i absolutely love them. they rock the house. they are incredible, and sound sort of like the beatles, only not really. so, the strokes rock my house. well, im off to go do homework. over and out creeps.......

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 04:36 p.m.


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<<   ok, so, the question is, "Who kicked ass at auditions yesterday?" yea, D2 kicked it. hehe, not to be cocky but yes to be cocky, becuase we worked really hard for it. ok, so we got there and moody John was like, "Girls, can't ya see i JUST walked in the room?" we haven't seen the guy forever, and he gives us that. then he told us to keep the roar down to a minimum. grr.... anyway, so i went in before d did, and i was shaking. i get really nervous. john laughed and erin did throguh my monologue. ok, the same thing happened to d, where this lady (one of the directors) was holding her baby in the audition room. she then whips out her breast and starts breastfeeding her baby right in the middle of the audition. the show must go on, so i averted my eyes. it was quite surprising. i mean, she just kinda flung it out there. haha. anyway, so, then i got called back in to read Abigail from the Crucible. abigail is the main character in the crucible, which is an awesome play about the salem which trials. my scene was when she drank a charm to kill Goody Proctor, the man who she had an affair with's, wife. Goody Proctor is sick i think and it might be let out that Abigail and her counterparts are witches. which "....is a hangin error". they made me stop even before the 4th line so i don't know what that means. i really hope i got the part though. i dont think i did, but, ya never know. arghety argh. D got called back in to read from HeartBreakers which is an awesomely hilarious show that i wish i had read for but thats ok. she had great lines and a fantasma audition, so all tell her she is God.
i have no attention span today, so i am leaving. over and out....

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 03:33 p.m.


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<<   ok so today was very interesting. my good mood my lasted most of the day, it dwindled in the morning but i am happy as ever again right now. omg, my sex god walked into english today. haha. omg, it was so funny. at lunch, i had my retainer on a napkin, and i lady came by to collect all the trash and i thoguht i threw it out. so i freaked out and was digging through the trash. Kat and haley weren't helping me at first so i looked like aa fool. then nice samar and laura started helping me and then haley did also and we were digging through the trash in the middle of the lunchroom. i was flipping out becuase it is the msot expensive plastic on earth. so in the midst of chaos, kat goes (who was watching us btw) "Gina. Its on the floor." so, we all stop. everyone stares at me. i stare at kat. Kat starts cracking up. i can feel the endagerement in which my life is in because of the steam coming out of samars ears. so i run. samar is after me and she is screaming and i am screaming for my life and i run thorugh thr cafeteria to the girls room and she is rigt after me and she starts yelling at me and backs me into one of the stalls and i am laughing so hard and she starts to also and we are both covered in stench and it was wuite the funniest. haha. omg, wow. kat meanwhile is still breaking down and cracknig up in the cafeteria when i am done bathing myself in the sink, and me and samar walk back into the cafeteria with haley. I feel very bad for my stupididty, becuase my mind traveled to the worst case scenarios befor eit had time to process the common sense part of the situation. my brain doens't function in sensible, logical thinking order. i also feel very bad for everyone sle for flipping out and looknig like aa crazy fool of a mofo, and making everyone go through the trash. i am very sorry you guys. so anyway, i got my retainer which was on the floor. i don't think that was much better anyhow. well anyway, i think i failed a math quiz. i am not doing very well in school this year. it is much much harder than middle school, and i have much less time. it really bothers me. well, i'll see what i can do. OH YEA! and me and D are gonna kick it at auditinos tomorrow omg omg omg we are so tearin up the stage, you have no idea. our monologues KICK MAJOR ASS. there is no hope. if ya took a mmatch and put it in front of our monologues it would BLOW EVERYTHING AWAY WOAH!!! haha, wow. im so siked!!!! WOAH! yea, well, that was to all of you out there who can actually appreciate the theatre world and all the thespians in it. if ya can't appreciate, or at least respect the theatre world, then piss off, because you all probobly go to movies and watch t.v. anyway, therefore making you all hypocrites. sorry everyone, just passionate. okey dokey then, over and out...

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<<   hey everyone. me and d went to borders last night. haha, it was hilarious. we went into the science fiction part and were making fun of all the books. like the ones called "BattleTech" HAHAHAHA omg. it was so funny. we were getting looks from fellow shoppers. haha. oh boy. anyway, so, i got a monologue book which is the size of a slice of paper and cost like 15 bucks. waste of money but it had an incredible monologue that i am going to do for tuesday's auditon. i already have it memorized too. cool fun. it is from a play called, "Why is John Lennon Wearing a Skirt?" and it is a play with a one woman cast about a female who doesn't want to be a girl and pursues her life not conforming to the ideals of "womanly" behavior.they said to pick a monologue that reflects you. arghety argh argh, it is so good. hm....maybe i'll post it. not today though. i hope i can pull it off.

anyway, i am proscrastinating about homework. i went to the mall today. and bought jeans with a cool gift card. you know what the lady did that made me melt? ok, we had a coupon that only worked for sale or clearance items and my jeans were not either of those so the coupon wouldn't work and i would have to pay the difference since the gift card wouldn't cover all of it. but, the gift card said, "Happy Birthday" so she asked if it was my birthday, and when it was and told me happy birthday. and then she took the coupon anyway, and said, "You get 15 percent off." so, i didn't have to pay the differnce, and the lady took money off when she didn't have to because it was my b-day. i almost cried that was so nice of her. *tear*. well, anyway, so the peopel behind me were like, "Happy birthday!" and this one little girl who must jave been 6 yrs old asked her mother, "Can we go to her party?" HAHAHAHAHA!!!! arghety argh argh. i love people today. i am in such a happy mood you have no idea, and i have no idea why. it was really weird. like, i woke up smiling and everything and i have been happy. there is nothing really special to be happy about, but i am anyway. if anything, there is stuff to be unhappy about, but that is not the case. i don't think this will sound cocky or anything, but, like, i woke up, and i actually felt pretty. i haven't felt like that in a really really long time. its really weird. but i woke up and felt super confidant and just, i don't know. PMS? maybe. but i will bask in my happiness for as long as possible. HEHE! HAHA! HOHO! wow. ok, well, lata everyone....over and out.

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<<   yo. so, came in late to school on friday. i could've stayed home because i was running a mildly concerning fever, but i went to school, cause i am a good student. haha. i wnet in late because i was up the whole night before doing a paper i procrastinated for a week to do the night before its due, and then i forget to hand it in to the class i was late for in the first place. right. well, i finally get the math jon we're doing in the ghetto honors math class. i think the ideal math class for me is not IMP 2 Honors, but rather, regular IMP 2. why do they have to skip from 9 grade honors math to tenth grade honors math. it makes more sense if there was something inbetween. thats so dumb. ah well, at least im over the struggle. arghety argh argh. HAHA! me and d had a much needed d-squared-athon last night. i have been "D" prived. haha. so i got my "d" fix. HAHA! jk. wow. good times. so she slept over we watched variosu episodes of snl, worked on her monologue for the acting competetion, picked out a monologue for me which i don't liek anyway so am gonig to get a anew one tonight. i haven't started memorizing it let alone even have one picked out, the audtions mind you are tuesday. growl, so we might go to borders tonight and find one. john the director is mad and moody because i waited till the last minute to pick my monologue because i have a life that isn't my job unlike him who in quote "goes to theatre to cry" and "i've gotta start memorizing now". well sorry mister i decided to shave off my beard to look like a 4 yr old with PMS. yea, i think very few people got that. anyway, so, me and d got up at the crack of dawn, took the train to phila, went to acting, had good fun, came home. and i am getting ready to go to kats because im an OOBER BLAH PLEDGE!!!!! HEHE!!!! wow. ok, well, thats about it....over and out.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 02:11 p.m.


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<<   hey all! ahh! this is my cool new layout! compliments of haley who is the coolest chiclet in the world. HEHE! wow! so, anyway, none of my entries are posted again, so i am just going to start from the beginning. but if you have been following along, i will continue with the soap opera that is my life. so, basically, i am the world's biggest bitch. haha, its true. so, i have rejected the guy i led on by using my ex as an excuse, so now they hate eachother, or, more correctly, he hates my ex, who also happens to be one of my good friends so this is a difficult situation. i feel terrible because this guy really liked me and i am a stupid whore bitch, and i feel terrible because i might have messed things up else-where if yea.
well anyway, my birthday was a few days ago! im 15! wowser! omg! in 15 yrs i'll be 30! jeez oh man. argh, my kidney hurts. oh my goodness!!!! i am an ooberblah pledge!! WOAH!! i am being inducted and initiated into the ooberblah sister-hood on saturday!!!!YAY!!!! hehehaha.argh! CAT! STOP LICKING ME! GROWL! aw, i heart my cat, she is like 600 yrs old and bony but still. anyway, ntohin else is really happenin.....over and out.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 04:08 p.m.


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<<   Hello there! :D Sharpie Monster here, just greeting and posting a tester entry ever-so-fast-like. Quite soon indeed Gina will be posting her own crep here and deleting this useless post of drivel. And bow down to the aged and wised fifteen-year-old-Geensface. That is all I have to say, so for now farewell.

 Hey, it's Gina, on a good day! 07:30